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i dont want to be anything other than me... [17 Sep 2004|11:08pm]
i will no longer be updating in this journal for 2 main reasons:

1. i no longer have the time or the energy to write in this and tell about my day. (that is all i ever did in this thing anyways.) which leads me to number 2.

2. i could never really say my opinion on any subject because people would always comment and tell me that it was wrong. and that made me angry. so all i could ever talk about was my day, and that was boring.

and so with that, i leave. goodbye livejournal.
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i love the olympics... [19 Aug 2004|11:13pm]
CARLY PATTERSON ROCKS!!!!!!!!! she is absolutely my FAVORITE gymnast in the world.

on nights like this, i think about why on earth i was stupid enough to quit this amazing sport. why? why? why? it is absolutely fabulous.

i found my old grips and all that i can do is think about the good old days. :(
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i dare you to lift yourself up off the floor... [04 Aug 2004|12:09am]
i really dont want to start packing. i just dont know what all to take. i just wish that i could lift up my room and bring it to austin. i despise packing. i look at everything and think, "do i need this?" and 90% of the time i have no idea. i just do not know. :(

i talked to cody and hes going to come help me move in when i get there. im excited cuz i havent seen him since july 4th. i just want to give him a big hug! yay! :)

well yesterday was a habeeb/chiki night. we havent had one in a long time and it was much needed. it was fun! we watched sex and the city all night. :) we also looked at pick a prof. i looked up my bio and chem teachers and they both seem to have great reviews. so they wont be that bad. :) now i just hope that my calc 2 and freshman seminar profs are just as cool. i hope they are. :)

the other day i was looking in this ap credit book for ut, and i looked up spanish. when i was up there for orientation, i took a placement test and tested out of spanish 506, 507, 312K, and 312L all with A's. and i was wondering what that meant. so i looked in the book, and read that by getting that amount of credit, its as if i took the spanish 4 ap test and got a 5. i was really excited. too bad i have to stop spanish. :( i love it.

so nat, linz and i just finished watching 13 going on 30. i just LOVE that movie. it just makes you want to live life to the fullest. its soooo cute and i highly recommend it to those who have not seen it. i want to watch it over and over again. yay!

so i have a busy next couple of days ahead:

-babysit from 9-5
-guard till 8:30
-movie night at lindsay's

-work at the hospital
-visit rj
-try to see the silvie clinic performance
-visit lauren and megan!!

-go to woodlands for tax free weekend
-dinner with haley
-babysit for jillian and courtney from 7-12 :)

-sleep late for once!
-polo game at bleyl

-last day at 249 :(
-work 3:30-8:30

gosh that seems like a lot to do in the next few days! hopefully i wont have to add anything to the list!!

adios all :)
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there is no one like our God... [30 Jul 2004|12:20am]
ok so monday was the david crowder band/mercy me/michael w. smith concert. i went with larson and basso. wow it was the BEST concert that ive ever been to. and i do mean BEST. it was so nice to just get away and just worship for a night ya know? and to hear my favorite songs played live by some of the best christian artists was like a dream come true. and hearing my ALL-TIME favorite song was amazing. it was the encore song too which made it like 100% better. and smitty played the piano. he is amazing at the piano. and he played some of the songs off of his brand new cd, but he also played some of the old school stuff which i love. wow we all had a blast too. ill never forget the "YEAH" while clapping hands, "GUILTY", "JW", and "TENNESSEE!!! YEAH!!!". wow those 2 girls are awesome and ill miss them soooo much next year. but we are definitely going november 12 to the casting crowns/stephen curtis chapman concert!!! yeah!! i cant wait for that. uhhh and needless to say that it was one of the best nights of my life and definitely the highlight of my summer.

i <3 david crowder. his words are so inspiring. and he's not necessarily pretty, but with his words and the way he sings, he is gorgeous. i <3 him. :)
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[26 Jul 2004|12:51pm]
I don't want to be
Anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do
Is think of me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms
Wondering what I've got to do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me
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welcome to the fallout... [25 Jul 2004|07:23pm]
so i just got back from visiting my sister. yeah. we got to see the mitchells and david. yeah. they are soooo funny. i cant wait till thanksgiving when everyone is together. :) i got some new cute flip flops.

so the college shopping has officially begun. i now have all the furniture/storage stuff that i need. but now i have to get all the stuff like shampoo, soap, laundry detergent, etc. otherwise the boring stuff. and im not really gonna do that until next week i think. so im pretty much ready to go. its exciting. all i have to do now is pack and im obviously not going to do that until like august 10th. yeah.

i got a tv/dvd/vhs player all in one from walmart. its cool and i like it. it will be easy to use. and i finally got my graduation present from my parents. im using it right now to type on. my new laptop and printer!! i like them. they're both really nice. :)

i need to go do like 3 loads of laundry now.

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so let his people sing... [20 Jul 2004|11:59pm]
ok well a big thank you goes out to those who made my birthday special!! thanks a bunch guys i love you all!!

this is what i got and i am definitely satisfied:
-renew people subscription [parents]
-new fossil watch [parents] (its like yours dirty pampers!!)
-catch phrase [parents] (yes a new board game!!)
-new makeup bag [parents]
-sex and the city: season 1 [beiermans]
-sex and the city: season 2 [ally]
-along came polly [nat]
-the mexican and uptown girls [lauren and megan]
-new game and money [grandma]
-new flip flops [other grandma]
-ticket to the ksbj summer concert tour [larson and basso]
-purse and bath and body works stuff [sister]

that is all i can remember at the moment. but i just loved it all. :) and i spent the day with my 3 best friends. well other than ally and julie that is. we had a blast playing board games all day. lol it reminded me of a comment that stephanie warner made in europe lol. it was absolutely fun and i loved it! and thanks to the cali girls who called and sang to me! it was so nice of you guys. :)

nat and i went and saw the notebook last night. i read the book first of course. needless to say, the movie was just as great as the book! i just loved the movie! it was GREAT and i highly recommend it to anyone who wants to see it! it was amazing. (unlike the other nicholas sparks movie.) :)

well im out. tomorrow begins the shopping for dorm stuff. yeah. i cant believe that im leaving in exactly one month. its kind of exhilarating. :)
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kliss it...kiss it...spank it!! [13 Jul 2004|10:30pm]
yo yo yo.

new screen name ===> its just throck

lol from will and grace for you fans out there. ("its just jack (2000 or 2001)") i happen to like it. :)

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Lord you have my heart, and I will search for yours... [11 Jul 2004|10:26pm]
so today kali and i went and saw the movie terminal. it was great. i just LOVE tom hanks. :)

tomorrow and all this week i will be awaking at the early hour of 7:00. it stinks. i have this medical camp thing at the UT Medical School downtown. whatever. it has the potential to be interesting.

i really have nothing else to say.

oh yes, this morning we sang this tight song at church and i love it:

Agnus Dei [Michael W. Smith]

For the Lord God Almighty reigns
For the Lord God Almighty reigns

Holy, holy
Are you Lord God Almighty
Worthy is the Lamb, worthy is the Lamb
For You are Holy
Holy, holy
Are you Lord God Almighty
Worthy is the Lamb, worthy is the Lamb

wow i cant get over that song! i love it!

oh yeah today is haley's 18th bday!!!

7 days till im 18!!
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forever i am changed by your love, in the beauty of your majesty... [09 Jul 2004|01:03am]
so it has been the longest time since ive updated in this thing. something like a month and a half. ahh whatever.

so i went to orientation. some parts were informative, but most of it was a waste of my time. but i know now that i will have fun up there this year. hook 'em!! (although i really dont get into the spirit stuff all that much, i did get the sports package so that i can attend EVERY SINGLE home basketball game. gosh i love NCAA b-ball. :) i cant wait for the season to start.) and i got my schedule. the times arent all that appealing, but what can ya do? no use in complaining. I have: M408L (Calculus 2), Bio 211 and 212 (cell, genetics, evolution), chem 301 (basic chem that should be a breeze), and a freshman seminar with a writing component. its called a beautiful mind. im excited about it. im going to buy the book tomorrow and read/analyze it to get a head start for the year. :) and im excited cuz im going in to this year with 26 hours already from placement and ap tests. so after this year and summer school ill technically be a junior. not that i will want to graduate in less than 4 years, cuz i really want to be prepared for medical school.

the lakewood lightning season is over and i miss all my little girls. we did well at divisionals so im happy. i wish i could still see all my girls every day. :( they are all sooo cute!!

wow i have just become hooked on sex and the city. ally and i watched some episodes tonight and i LOVE it. i mean ive always liked it, but ive never watched it repeatedly. now that i am, i LOVE it. some parts are gross ill admit, but most of it is so hilarious!! it is tight.

so the other day i saw this special on the news about tanning. it was just explaining all of the severe dangers that go along with tanning beds. everyone has always told me that laying out has the same dangers, but au contraire it does not. if you use sunscreen of spf 15 or greater and apply it regularly, the normal sun is not bad for your skin. ive always wondered about this, and now that ive seen it on the news, im glad. the special also showed the effects of skin cancer. they are not pretty.

well i need to go to bed now. tomorrow is a long day of errand running for me. lots to do and not enough time to do it. i really need to clean my room cuz kali is coming tomorrow and shes a real neat freak and shell give me a hard time for it being messy.

PS~ man i really need to see fahrenheit 9/11. but all the people i can think of to see it have already seen it. i need to call lindsay and hope that she'll go with me. i cant wait to see it. :)
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it's my joy to honor You, in all i do, i honor You... [25 May 2004|11:59pm]
whitney's wish list of cd's:

--illuminate [david crowder band]
--casting crowns [casting crowns]
--mercyme [undone]
--mercyme [spoken for]
--switchfoot [the beautiful letdown]
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if i have to beg and plead for your sympathy, i dont mind, cuz you mean that much to me... [25 May 2004|10:20am]
[ mood | bouncy ]

to do list for the next few days:
-order checks
-go with hab to deliver stuff
-get graduation dress from mall

-go to the ABS 80s PARTAY!!
-pick up my crazy aunt whom i love oh so much and my uncle from the airport

-guard the 5th grade party 10:30-1:30 with kate
-lauren/megan/cole/rayni/devin grad party at night

well i may be adding on to that list but as far as i know for now thats it.

my party yesterday was fun. (at least i thought) i saw so many friends that i have not seen in sooo long. and webbers came too. it was exciting. :) gosh i love that adorable old man with selective hearing. lol. and kelly burke (aka the burkinator) gave me tha tizitest gift. its a pillow with the picture of tha girls with the water polo state flag screened onto it. and its all decorated. i LOVE it. but i just wanted to say thanks to all who came. i hope you had fun. :)

graduation day is 5 days away. ahh.

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and my heart cries holy... [19 May 2004|10:37pm]
today i made a promise to the future. i told it that if and only if i have children one day, i would be at least approachable to them. easy to talk to. i know that i would have to be firm, but this is ridiculous. you're not even the slightest bit approachable. and obviously this matters to me. you know that, but yet you dont even ask me why it matters so much. why is that? can you not see that i need this? i know you can. you're just stubborn. i NEED this. (emphasis on need) not just want. i need to be closer to Him. and just to do nothing but worship.

man i need to just sit down and pray.
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you give and take away... [16 May 2004|09:27pm]
my favorite poem of all time:

By Elizabeth Barrett Browning

How do I love thee? Let me count the ways.
I love thee to the depth and breadth and height
My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight
For the ends of Being and ideal Grace.
I love thee to the level of everyday's
Most quiet need, by sun and candle-light.
I love thee freely, as men strive for Right;
I love thee purely, as they turn from Praise.
I love thee with the passion put to use
In my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith.
I love thee with a love I seemed to lose
With my lost saints!---I love thee with the breath,
Smiles, tears, of all my life!---and, if God choose,
I shall but love thee better after death.
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with each word, your tenderness grows... [12 May 2004|10:24pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

ok so its been a while. lets start with prom: it was fun. i had a blast actually! my group was so tizite! the girls were: me, lauren, megan, rayni, sarah, lauren, lauren, heather, and kimberly. wow did we have fun at the lake house. chandler took me on this cool tube thing and i went kneeboarding. wow tha lake house was fun. and i was introduced to a new game called salad bowl. ohh how i must play it again. everyone looked soooo gorgeous in their dresses and i loved it!! my pics rock. :) and i just loved all the fun we had at the lake house, i cant get over it. it was definitely lots of good clean fun. praying at each meal, worshipping around the campfire, and just having a GREAT time. :) all smiles for prom. and i danced like a maniac.

ok next up: AP tests. i thought the calculus one wasnt that bad except for the stupid arctan problem. oh well i think i did fine. then the bio one. ohhhh ouch. i think i did awful. my essays actually werent that bad, but oh my multiple choice was soooo bad. the lab questions that NO ONE knew were going to be on there was definitely tight. but oh well whatever it is over with. :)

next, the lakewood job: its lots of fun. the kids are soooo adorable and i already have my favorites: claire, bonnie, murron, alex, and darby. they are all soooo cute. :) and sharar is really tight. we definitely have some interesting conversations.

today was ABS and it was awesome as usual. gosh i love it and i cant believe that we only have one real one left and then the party. oh well the party is going to be sooo much fun. i cant wait to see basso's hair 80's style. :) but im going to miss it sooo much. and ive figured out that at orientation is the time to scoop out the church that i will be attending next year. hmmm which one will whitney pick?

so there are 6 days of school left. thats tight but also scary and a little bit sad. i know that i will never be able to keep in touch with everyone that i want to next year and i will be sad about it. and even though i dont like cy creek very much, i know that i will miss it. just the safe atmosphere of it. and im going to miss all the underclassmen friends that i have. :( they wont be going with me next year. thats sad but oh well. its like holly was telling us tonight about change. its scary but exciting. i just have to keep telling myself that over and over again.

well i must stop procrastinating and study for the english and spanish tests tomorrow. wow i never do homework anymore. this is weird. well i better head out. c ya lata! :)


Psalms 118:24

PS~ i just watched a tape of the one tree hill finale from yesterday. oh bless what is wrong with haley? is she crazy? dude i cant wait to see the premiere next fall. and yeah lucas looked soooo HOT in the finale. :) i love him.

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[01 May 2004|12:18pm]
its raining. actually its pouring. and its prom day. oh well. ill still have a blast. :)

well this week has been sooo stressful with ap prep and all. but its all good cuz we took a bio practice test and i got a 4!! tizite. :)

wow i was just thinking about ABS this week and how F-U-N it was. :) omg larson, basso, jordan, and i had a blast. we danced around like fools but no one cared. gosh i love those girls so much! it was sooooooo awesome. i just LOVE the speeches chris gives. wow he is amazing.

i better go get my hair and makeup done. :)

adios. have a great day. God bless.

everyone make good choices at prom. :)
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my heart is steadfast O God... [27 Apr 2004|09:33pm]
wow im soooo incredibly tired of studying for biology. i want to say that i dont care anymore but i know that wouldnt be true. because i do care. i just wish it were may 10th, because i'd be a much happier person. after may 10th, summer is here and high school is over!

i finally picked out a hairdo for prom that i adore. i loooooove it. which is weird for me, since i dont like to get dressed up that often. but its tizite. (got that from assy lol) and i still need shoes. so i think friday after i get my nails done mandy and i are going to look for some shoes. i know its last minute but it doesnt matter to me. i have a pair of my sisters that i can wear if i dont find anything, but i dont like them that much. oh well. whateva.

peace out homies. i will be studying bio once again.

When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child, but now three things remain: faith, hope, and love, but the greatest of these is love. [1 Corinthians 13:11-13]
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we're all for one, we're one for all, we're all american... [25 Apr 2004|09:51pm]
this weekend wasnt very eventful. but that is definitely not a bad thing by any means. ive gotten lots of sleep that is well needed. hmm lets see i got a new swim suit for prom/summer since i havent bought a 2 piece since freshman year. and i got preeeeety jewelry that matches my prom dress perfectly. it was nice. lets see what else did i do.....hmmm.....i watched lots of episodes of season 7 friends and i still havent finished the whole thing yet. gosh i looooove friends and i cant believe that there are only 2 episodes left. :( sad whitney. and i also watched fried green tomatoes on saturday because im doing it for my english project. i havent seen it in like 10 years and boy was it great! wow it made me remember watching soooo many movies with ashley, jessica, ally, and jenna in the davis' upstairs game rooms. ahhh good times.

i went to 249 today for the first time and needless to say i will be going back on a regular basis. it was awesome and i just loved it!! chris is an excellent speaker and the band is so incredibly talented. and i get to see more of lauren now which makes me vedy vedy happy. :) its cool.

well i better read another section of my AP bio book and then head off to bed.

nighty night.

This is the day which the LORD hath made; we will rejoice and be glad in it.
[Psalm 118:24]
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surrounded by your glory, what will my heart feel? [21 Apr 2004|10:23pm]
i realize that this is a little late but it still needs to be said.

Rest in Peace Scott Larson, Jr.

January 11, 1982 - April 5, 2004

i can only imagine...

his funeral was amazing. he was such a strong believer in the Lord that he inspired me to reconnect with my Christian beliefs. it was one of the most amazing experiences of my life. i know that he will be missed, but he will also live on in the hearts of his family and friends forever. scott is in heaven looking down on us right now.
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i am strong when i am on your shoulders, you raise me up to more than i can be... [04 Apr 2004|04:02pm]
[ mood | content ]

so friday was band banquet. it was a blast. lol it was awesome. everyone looked so pretty in their dresses. :) the dancing was fun. devin taught me the kumbia (sp?) and i danced the c-walk and the ska dance with a girl named caitlin. it was fun. and pat and i swing danced. :) i love swing dancing. and then bunches of ppl came over here afterwards and we ate and played games like twister and girl talk lol. cole was hilarious. (were gonna hook him up with megan by the way.) it was fun.

then yesterday we slept till like 1:30 and then we went to see prince and me. it was adorable. the guy was sooooo cute. :) and his accent was awesome. i liked it. natalie hated it, but what a surprise. lol. then i watched the duke game which was gay as no other. the ref gave every single call to uconn which doesnt surprise me at all. and then the worst call was when duke was down by 1 and there was like 30 seconds left and this uconn guy hit the crap outta jj redick and then they called the foul on duke. i was like WHAT? that is the worst call ever. and then they lost by 1. which sucks like no other. but duhon's 3 at the end was amazing. i cant believe it went in. now im rooting for georgia tech. gotta root for the ACC. :) but i cant stand ekema okefor(sp?). he is one of the classless guys that ive ever seen.

today i watched the old parent trap and pollyanna on tv. i havent seen those in like 10 years. lol. :) i love them.

adios. gotta go study for bio.

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